; this is how Malaysian works

salam.

i'm so overly tired. Today supposed to be our hospital attachment and we end up waiting like a bunch of fool. uuurrggghhh! somehow, i'm sooooo pissed off! mmgla. i've waited it for like 4 hours and nothing happen. Waiting for ketua jabatan is like waiting for a rain in a drought. ceh! bole x macam tu. Honestly saying, at least have some sense of respect or humanity to us people!!! i noe we're just student yg belom pon lagi in a medical school but, we've worked so hard for this. Penat ke sana ke mari and end up nothing. Ceh! what a disappointment! Bole x, bak kate syed, macam orang nk jual insurans kt hospital. haha!

After that, oleh kerana terlampau lama menunggu dan tahap kesabaran sudah tamat, kitorang membuat keputusan untuk meronggeng di Taiping Sentral [ so called TS ] sbb, that is just the place yang ade pon. Then, we ate McDonald dan kami membuat keputusan untuk tgk wayang. Cerita ape, tau x, cerita santau.haha! kelakar jgkla tgk cerita tu tp, it was total fun. Takut tu mmgla, haih. gila plak nk takut takut padahal it was just a movie.

Finally, aku pon tumpangkan mereka mereka pulang. Siap masuk rumah minum air kelapa.haha! sedap oh! dan jmpe adik nadia yang amat comel! haha! tolongla faham die comel! heee :))

enough for now,

till then, ainun

; so called "hot chicks"

dear hope,

today, i went to this kenduri. I was a little bit shock to see these particular family with so much of pretending of rich-to-be. ignore the brokenness of my language [ thank you ]

so, the main point here is actually not that kendurila. it's just this two girl so called to be hot chick padahal aku yang tgk nie rase mcm nk lempang muka sorang-sorang.

At first, i was just looked with this emotionless feelings to them tapi this one particular incident make me sick and so damn annoyed with it. Uuuuuggghh! I'm totally pissed off! tak bole blah punye dua org budak. Rase macam nk sepak-sepak. This is how it begin, there was this one family ener pintu tu and this one girl who i think cukup sopanla pakai diorang daripada those kids. Suddenly, i saw damn giggle mcm org gle bile budak tu passed by diorang. like, what the heck! i am cock sure! ceewaaahh! mmg confident, they are laughing their ass off at budak tu. Kesian kt budak tu. OMG! tak boleh blah. ape pon, i like that girl better than the "hotchick-to-be".

Haih, to those girl, this is one thing for you guys to ponder upon. It doesn't matter if you are pretty. The matter here is your heart and how your brain works. Looking people like they are bloody disgust to you is just somehow a pathetic thing that would ever happen to human beings. Just feel sorry to yourself. Thank you.

Haih, aku tataula ape yang idmerapukan hari ini. Yang pasti, adalah luahan hati seorang manusia yg simpati kepada manusia yang lain kerana ade org-org yg tidak tahu mengapa berfikir sangat tidak betul dan tidak matang.

alright then, enough for now. i'm signing off.

p/s : sekarang nk tgk ibu nasyid! good luck ibu :)

hari yang indah :)

salam.

Hari ini hari yang indah :) ceh, macam ayat kanak-kanak tahun 1. I'm starting my day at enstek [ rumah pakngah ]. Thank you kepada makngah kerana telah menjemputku di sekolah. thanks makngah! Bangun pagi-pagi dan terasa bibir seperti Angelina Jolie kerana semalam, nyamuk jantan yang tak boleh resist tengok mulut aku yang hot ni kot. Aduhai! Bangun pagi je sudah nampak cahaya dan kate, yeay! hari ni tak payah pegang buku lagi walaupun pada hakikatnya kene la belajar lagi. baru habis sem 1.

As exam ends, lega nk mampos di mana rasa nak terguling pon ade selepas kecewa dengan kertas maths yang agaknya boleh jadi bahan jugak kalau sesiapa yang terasa nk menamatkan hayatnya [ dalam bidang maths ].I've done my best and it's up to Allah untuk menentukan gred aku dan IB point. I've got one and a half year yet to persue my study and up, up fly away to UK and hopefully to University of Nottingham. amin :)

Today, ayah and ibu balik dari Bandung. Can't wait for jeans and handbag. Bandung mari! :)

p/s : nak tengok marathon spongebob :)

dahla hitam, gelap pulak

hari ini diumumkan sebagai hari sedih dimana laptop dah rosak and i find it very irritating and annoying. menyampahnya apabila rasa nk hempas dan di saat bila nk gna, die buat hal. dahla aku beli kau, pastu kau buat gedik dgn aku nk rosak - rosak pulak.boleh2 kene flying kick karang.
alternative penyelesaian adalah dgn menghantar ke kedai dan repair, tapi buang mase je sbb aku dh merajuk dgn laptop tu. so, jalan terbaik adalah dgn membeli yg baru. :D * muka gembira*

selesai yg tu, IOP malay x siap lagi padahal hari isnin dah nk kene present. jantung rase mcm nk meletup. Tak sedar diri IOP tu esok, hari nie, boleh lagi berlenggang kangkung melepak kt rumah maksu yg serba indah ini online. Bajet macam nk cari artikel, wanita hari inila, oprah la..last skali, haprak! mmg kecewa dgn diri sendiri, tp, xpe...lain kali insyaAllah x akan buat lagi.

Exam final lagi tiga minggu dan buku x habis dibaca lagi..pure maths macam tergantung di tgh jalan. Sume pon x cover lagi, apal yg nk jadi nie. mcm biasa x sedar diri jgk. Igt nie mcm SPM ke ape eh? Kalau dah automatik pandai x pe jgk, nie nk bace, igt pon terkedek. Tgh merenung nasib, lepas nie nk sambung berusaha walaupon tak tahu byk mane la usaha tu. Bru td ayah n ibu dtg, bg semangat. jgn nk mengada jadi cik pemalas.

Konklusinye, akhir kate, makin nk exam, makin byk la dugaannya. Hypotesis diterima. Mungkin boleh berhenti merepek sekarang. off ; ainun

calm.

losing isn't that bad actually.

somehow, she tried and learn from her mistakes

and, mostly, she's experiencing to be an expertise :D

P/S : SHE is strong and learning :)

love ;

*ainunMENAWAN ;)

; think

salam.

think of how much HE loves you but do you?

think again of how much HE cares for you but do you even care?

think deeply of how HE could give your life better, do you ever realize about it?

think ; self reflection

; they just can't take it away from me.

They can say,

Anything they want to say,

Try to bring me down,

But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,

And they can try

Hard to make me feel that I,

Don't matter at all,

But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's,

There's a light in me,

That shines brightly,

They can try,

But they can't take that away from me

From me

Oh they,

They can do

Anything they want to you,

If you let them in,

But they won't ever win,

If you cling to you pride, and just push them aside,

See I..

I have learned,

There's an inner peace I own,

Something in my soul that they can not possess

So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

'Cause there's,

There's a light in me

That shines brightly, They can try,

But they can't take that away from me

They can't take this

Precious love I'll always have inside me,

Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

They can say

Anything they want to say,

Try to bring me down,

But I won't face the ground,

I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,

Oh, Lord, they do try,

Hard to make me feel that I,

Don't matter at all

But I refuse to falter

In what I believe or lose faith in my dreams,

'Cause there's a light in me,

That shines brightly

They can try but they can't take that away from

Me

From me

love ;

*ainunMENAWAN ;)